Open Rant to My Family...

I just ranted and deleted the post. Rants about my grandfather and uncle and the way their petty bullshit is like a goddamn cancer spreading throught the family.

Rants about my other grandfather.

Said goodbye to my great aunt V who just passed away. Bless her soul, and screw her family to hell for not giving her a proper funeral.

Rants about my sister...

I dont feel any better about this....

My face is wet from tears that I've been cryin non-stop for the last 2 hours as I have written and deleted all this...

I wanted to publish it, but somehow it seemed like it was a bit too much information to be out there for any average asshole to read...not that I know many average assholes that would be inclined to read this thing....I'm sure there aren't many...but even my good friends dont have to be subjected to this crap.

Can I just fly away....I dont care where my wings take me...

So long as its far away from here...

And there...

And from them.

I would just like to send a big fucking hallmark card that says get a clue assholes...but i dont...hallmark doesnt make cards like that.

They make cards for special things, like birthday and holidays. And its all sunshine and daisies and cute bunnies in Hallmarks world. Even the So Sorry For Your Loss cards are crap.

So a Hallmark card would do shit and not make me feel any better.

And it wouldnt send the clue I wanted.

I think I care too much.

About stuff that needs worrying

But not this much pain.

Well maybe it does.

I dont know...

They say God doesnt give us more than we can handle.

Well ya know what

God?

I'm kinda tired of everything right now.

You've hit us from all sides this year.

Could you send us a few of those replacement angels, because I think they originals are out smoking again.

My head hurts.

A lot.